… I think I am starting to feel stuck in a holding pattern!! That’s right… no fax = no interview = no resolution, BUT we are home for now. And life seems to be stable, I feel like I am wearing down or time is running out (not sure on that one – stress or baby take a pick). I worry a little bit about Ken’s health, I mean how honest is he being to not worry me? How much stress can he take before he does a backslide. I love him too much to let him get under too great a strain and not say anything. So I am determined – September is going to be OUR MONTH. Along with all the other friends and family struggling through August. It is time!

Speaking of baby… today was another burnt to a socket sort of day… the hour in the van back home was not helpful, nor was the excessive energy of the kids once we got here. Legos are my salvation some days I swear! Poor Trinity is getting better from her bug bites but now she and Emanuel have runny noses (figures).

Messy playroom = happy kids (Zander back)

So not much of a day for the kids, morning at mom’s, home in the afternoon AND an early evening. I am hoping tomorrow we can do some schoolwork and maybe, just maybe, have the interview we have been waiting on… or screw it – have the baby! 38 weeks and counting!

The rest of our week is not pinned down at all really – beyond my doctor’s appointment Thursday morning. I do not want to line stuff up only to cancel on people or get the kids excited about something we can’t do.

They DID sneak in some play in Grandma's backyard before we left! (Gavin)